Well it's been along time! i never get on xanga anymore..and i'm sure no one reads this! haha..oh wells. Hrmm alots been up lately..Where to start. Well I don't feel like going back and checking what i wrote last time so i might mention some of the same things..My mom moved to Iowa. I got a new job at Tan Factory. I sold my car & i'm still driving it for the last few days of school until i give it to the guy, I'm looking for a new car that's all ive been doing cuz i only got a couple of days, i want a Celica and most of the ones i find are manuel but i still went and drove one it was fun but my gma doesn't want me to get a standard..so i found a silver one that is looking the best right now! so that's the BIG thing in my life right now..i'll be 18 in 19 days and i'm GOING to have a NEWCAR on my birthday, i'm GOING to California shortly after, since i'm 18 i'm going to go to San ANtonio and get a hotel fora couple of days, I get alot more freedom like if i had a bf i could stay the night w/him but i don't have one lol but i can doa lot more stuff.  & i'msuper excited. I'll probally go see my mom in Iowa and My brother in Florida and my other brother in Colorado. I also want to go to Cancun. So this will probally be one busy Summer! i'm really excited. hehe. Ive also been spending time with my father. it's kraze but good. =) he's going to co-sign for my car! and give me money for it...KRAZE..b/c...if u know our situation. let's see i'm back an only child here at my gma's bc my cuzion moved out...what else has beengoing on? Monday is my last day of school minus 1 final on wed. I'm going to miss alot of seniors!! i think i only know most of the seniors...and it's going to be sad...but i will be a SENIOR and only be going to school 3 or 4 periods. and they are easy classes except goverment i dunno how that will be. Ive decided what i'm gonna go to college for after my sr year..i'm goign to be a nurse and i'm going to San Jac or Lee college. i'm not sure if i'm gonna be a nurse but something like that like a dr assistant orsomething. but yeah so things have been going GREAT! i'm gonna have a party for my bday...but i'm only inviting some ppl. haha. so sad. BUt yeah..gongrats if your a sr and your reading this...I'M GONNA MISS YOU! =) its sad bc you never know if your ognna see them again or not..=( hrmmm ok well i think that's all..i'm bout to go to wings n more!

oh lordy this thing is dumb..but i'm super bored and feel like typing but no ones on..

ok so i'm sittin here all ready to go to Prom ..minus the dress..its still hanging up..but yeah..i'm kinda excited kinda not..i like my hair, make up, and nails..hehe i like gettin dressed up! =) hrmm yeah. so i don't think i'm gonna go to the beachhouse..me and lauren are gonna hang out afterwards! yay. it's already 6..i have no idea when we are leaving! haha..oh wells.

sooo...nothings been up lately..i dunno if i can say i'm happy anymore..i did like this guy but i liked him the first month cuz he was super sweet..and then somethin happened i dunno what..but imiss that first month but i guess i could of guessed b/c he had told me before that "your suppose to be really sweet the first motnh" haha..i dunno what to do..i don't like the way i am b/c i'm mean bc i'm scared...bleh i just dunno. maybe its something else. i have no idea. but yeah i'm clueless.. =/

i'm sleepy and still bored...

i keep listening to the beatles...haha lucy in the skyyy w/diamonds!

i got out of school early and hung out with my sista all day..she's so sweet! she bought me lunch and paid for my hurr to be done ...aww.= ) she already told me she got me a birthday present and it's a system for my new car =D hehe..i love her.

well i took a pic of my hair and make up i'm gonna post it and then later i'll post more! <3

Hi GUyS! i haven't updated in forever! haha..nothings been up tho..jus school and work!! hrmm what have i been doing? well its been to long to say everything so this past weekend...Friday..sammy took me to olive garden!! it was my first time ..woOt it was good..then we hung out or whatever..then Sat. i didn't do much just went tanning at 2..then rode on the bike with sammy for awhile..then stoppe dby the harbor then went to Ambers!! we went to some crosby party and met spiderman..ok jk..inside joke..butttt. yeah then sUndAy me and amber went to the beach!!! funnn. let see..we parked, tanned on the benches met some guys, held osme flags..LOl..um tehn went to the strand..and met some other ppl, shopped, ate, then met up with sammy and his biker friends and me and amber rode on the bikes for awhile and then came home that spring forward shit sux..haha..it felt like 8 but it was 9..gahh. hrmm and today nothing really just hung out w/amber and sammy and jen! yuppp. saw my mommmmy for awhile! yay..she's the besttt. anyways..i think i'm gonna try to go to bed early tonight...10 30 aint that early but its beating what ive been doing! ok i'll update tomorow..PRomISe! muah!!!!

i'm the happiest ive been in a long long while... =))

Spring break is over =/ so sad..

I've been working all week..Friday after work me and sammy got ready for the beach and that took forever! and then we finally got to Jodi's beach house around 7 ish..rode down the beach on his bike..it was freezing tho..then after that we stayed up late and went to sleep..oh wait my fkn cell phone got stolen in between all that..gah!! i'm soo sad i feel so lost w/o it! lol..so yeah don't try to call it! anywhos..sat. morning woke up and rode on the beach for along time and i got sunburned and at night time..oh lordy..lol. dramma!! but all aroun dit was ok.. i'll beat some bitches ass when i see her tho for talkin some shit at the beach...slut wilson!!!!!! ughh...N E WAYS..so it was ALLRIGHT minus the stolen fone and slut wilson..i had a ok time! today i didn't go to school b/c i had a dr appointment and i didn't go last fri. so it feels like i haven't been to school in forever! lol..but i go back tomorow and i'm off work!! yay..it was a kinda bad day b/c i had a dr appt. and then i couldn't tan cuz my sunburn on my shoulders and then i had no cell so i couldn't talk to sammy and then i was about to washmy car but i had a flat and no fone to call for help lol..but nice guys helped me! but then it ended up being ok b/c i wasn't late for work and work went by fast and sammy came to see me and said happy 1 month! woot! and when i went outside my car was there w/a fixed tire and it was cleen!! aw nice gparents!! and and and..my gma siad were gonna look at celica's next week!! woooo. ill be the happiest person alive hehe..yup yup!! welll anyways i think im gonna get off hurr...later playas